My addiction with cigarette's 🚬 and now it's time to say goodbye to it.

 I started using cigarettes on 13th January 2024, and I still remember that I used them to suppress my emotions and the feelings of inadequacy, and helplessness, it used to be the days when I didn't talk much or spend much time with people as much as I needed to spend, I used to be in my own world, and was not at all focused on things deeply in reality as others people are, I was and still am pretty much detached from my own self, thanks to traumas and mind altering pressure. It can be said I was in my own world, procrastinating and living with a deluded mindset; at that time, I realised the world doesn't work like the way I think it to be; the world works and operates with all other individuals as an entity with all the people using all their might to have a part of the world.

This part I'm writing after not being in the position of intoxication, I believe and also my personal experience is that after consuming any type of substance that relaxes our anxiety and increases the sootheness of the mind, makes us go to places that without intoxication will be full of anxiety and pain and we will not indulge in such practices in our full conscience at all and in doing so, it makes us do things that in general conscious we will never do. 

When intoxicated we do things opposite to our values and morals, we ignore our principles and knowledge of experience which we have accumulated so far. 

Our best bet is to not to indulge in these things as these are time consuming as well as they make us deluded to our reality. 

The things we do, and the thoughts we act on become impulsive and we start to deviate from our purpose, we start to like people whom we hate and start seeing the world with a different perspective a lazy one and we make a careless attitude towards Life and our goal and mission. The more we work on, the more people we meet, all of it becomes contrary to our own beliefs and the thing we hold on to.

I'm of the opinion that until and unless it is highly needed and as little as possible one must stay away from any kind of substance that overpoweres our mind, our sense of belief and order, values, morals, because it touches everything from our emotions, to daily acts of service, to our work, our behaviour, happiness, anxiety, stress, sadness, feeling of vagueness and the company we share, to the people we meet and greet.

Cigarette's are good but it also makes you lose your true personality over time, so as soon as possible leave them.

Sending a warm hand of applause if you have garnered the courage to leave yourself from all these intoxications.