My addiction with cigarette's 🚬 and now it's time to say goodbye to it.
I started using cigarettes on 13th January 2024, and I still remember that I used them to suppress my emotions and the feelings of inadequacy, and helplessness, it used to be the days when I didn't talk much or spend much time with people as much as I needed to spend, I used to be in my own world, and was not at all focused on things deeply in reality as others people are, I was and still am pretty much detached from my own self, thanks to traumas and mind altering pressure. It can be said I was in my own world, procrastinating and living with a deluded mindset; at that time, I realised the world doesn't work like the way I think it to be; the world works and operates with all other individuals as an entity with all the people using all their might to have a part of the world. This part I'm writing after not being in the position of intoxication, I believe and also my personal experience is that after consuming any type of substance that relaxes our anxiety and increases t...