San's Zine

 I started using cigarettes on 13th January 2024, and I still remember that I used them to suppress my emotions and the feelings of inadequacy, and helplessness, it used to be the days when I didn't talk much or spend much time with people as much as I needed to spend, I used to be in my own world, and was not at all focused on things deeply in reality as others people are, I was and still am pretty much detached from my own self, thanks to traumas and mind altering pressure. It can be said I was in my own world, procrastinating and living with a deluded mindset; at that time, I realised the world doesn't work like the way I think it to be; the world works and operates with all other individuals as an entity with all the people using all their might to have a part of the world. This part I'm writing after not being in the position of intoxication, I believe and also my personal experience is that after consuming any type of substance that relaxes our anxiety and increases t...

 Only when we know, that life is good and we can live it as we can, we come to the understanding that it needs more courage and power to make ourselves more reasonable and powerful. We need more thoughts and expressions, we need greater influence and knowledge and greater test to signify our values over and over, this will make us better individuals overall. We need to become what we truly respect and connect with, that ways of ourselves should never be influenced by outer things, but by inner things, the way we express, see, walk, talk should be our own and encompass our own reasons, and whatever the fact may be one should never become, that way people want us to be, because at the end of the day, we are what we say and do.  We are the same personality that has to go a long way, but we can not go, even if it is not being ourselves, we have to be honest and truly honest in ourselves, that way, even if somebody comes to ourselves, they will meet what we truly are and by practis...

Today, I'm starting my new blog for the first time, I will start with something random and then proceed with things as I will proceed to see what I really like, and can regularly post about.